My 10 year high school reunion is tonight. And I look AWESOME. I will get some pictures. If anyone asks me, "So what have you accomplished?" I will say, "I'm happy and I know what I want out of life. You?"
Contrary to prior plans, I will NOT be attending Bellringers this year, as I lack energy and am saving funds.
"At some point this spring" I will be looking for a place between Morristown and Flemington, but closer to Morristown. Or maybe somewhere between Morristown and Clark. When I know more, you'll know more.
JAN--Thursday night: dinner with Marc. FEB--Got the HR promotion. MAR--Go here. APR--life doesn't suck. MAY--I'm exhausted JUN--There are about 8 people right now who seem to think that because I'm bitching about money, I want it given to me. JUL--Well, Friday was craptacular. AUG--Part the 1st: I receive a very excited email about the New Hope Chamber of Commerce Pirate Festival. SEP--Parents were met. OCT--Favourite Colour: midnight blue NOV--And Happy Birthday firebow! DEC--Friday: had lunch with Carol.
Pattern: I keep trying to do too much, feeling bad that I can't accomplish it all, and burning out.
New Year's Resolutions: do less. Take care of my health. Forgive myself for my imperfections. Save some money.
I just broke up with Jason. I feel really badly about it; I think he knew it was coming, but still it was a surprise. I've just been changing so much, and becoming more and more a loner. I hope he'll be ok, but I think I should leave him alone for now. He's got a lot of good friends to keep an eye on him till he's ready to deal with me.