feelin crappy

[holly_evolving]

Not finishing the beliefs post...I feel so rotten I will probably say something bad.

I didn't sleep much last night. I've been battling depression lately, and it really does feel like war. It's the weirdest thing; when things in my life are messed up, I'm fine. I can handle anything. But now, when there's nothing to complicate things, I have a good job, my boyfriend is great...it's like my body feels the need to generate a complication just so it feels normal.

Jason is a wonderful human being for putting up with the things he does. I'm glad I get to see him again this weekend.

My eyes hurt.

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wanna fight?

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:)

Thanks. I'd rather just not have these silly issues in the first place.