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May. 24th, 2004
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May. 24th, 2004 02:46 pmWhy does anyone tolerate anonymous posters? If you're too much of a coward to admit who you are, could your imput have been that important? I don't use my name online, but everyone knows who I am. I used to hide, but I got over that. At this point, I use Platypus because it's fun for me.
I'd love for the people who trash me online where it's safe to walk into a Markland war camp and try it there.
You don't even have to pay to attach your name when you slam me! You can get a goddamn free account here:
https://www.livejournal.com/create.bml
Attack away! I don't care. But at least have the balls to admit it was you, you fucking coward.
I'd love for the people who trash me online where it's safe to walk into a Markland war camp and try it there.
You don't even have to pay to attach your name when you slam me! You can get a goddamn free account here:
https://www.livejournal.com/create.bml
Attack away! I don't care. But at least have the balls to admit it was you, you fucking coward.
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May. 24th, 2004 06:05 pmThe experts have weighed in, and I find I must correct myself. I originally said that anyone who posted anonymously was a fucking coward.
Now I find I must state that anyone who posts anonymously is a fucking coward and a worthless asshole. What am I going to do to you for speaking out? Get mad? Ooh, scary. But if no one likes me, then that's not really a big deal, now, is it? I'm the last person to tell someone not to speak out. I will say think before you speak. I will say consider your audience and how you sound. I will say take the credit/blame for what you say. These are not the same thing.
No, Walter, I am not calling you either. Unless you were the original anonymous poster.
Now I find I must state that anyone who posts anonymously is a fucking coward and a worthless asshole. What am I going to do to you for speaking out? Get mad? Ooh, scary. But if no one likes me, then that's not really a big deal, now, is it? I'm the last person to tell someone not to speak out. I will say think before you speak. I will say consider your audience and how you sound. I will say take the credit/blame for what you say. These are not the same thing.
No, Walter, I am not calling you either. Unless you were the original anonymous poster.
Back to Markland
May. 24th, 2004 06:13 pmDo I sound like I'm arguing when I'm not? I think I must.
1) Yes, MR is escapism. So is Markland.
2) There is nothing wrong with that.
3) No, in Markland you can't "be the hero." The escape itself is based on reality.
4) In fact, the only fantasy in Markland is that we utilize elements from history in the hanging out we do at Markland events. Outside of events, we don't geek about Markland the way gamers geek about gaming.
5) Hence, more grounded. Closer to reality. Less likely to engender fantasy obsession.
6) Speaking of grounded and reality--children under 18, who are, generally speaking, less grounded to begin with and more succeptible to fantasy obsession--are not permitted without the presence of a parent or legal guardian, as in MR. But Markland admits to being rife with sex, violence, and alcohol, so parents know they don't want their kids there. Guess what--very few kids and we don't feel responsible for editing ourselves when the wee ones are present.
7) Assholes can't get away with believing they're not. They will know themselves by the thorough beatings they receive on the field.
8) If I thought MR was worthless or silly...If I thought escapism were bad...Then I wouldn't be MR management. And I wouldn't be working my butt off trying to help. Most MR players don't see it because
----A) They don't see me recruiting at Markland. But Marklanders want to REALLY fight, not pretend fight, so they don't come. (You mean there's a place for people who insist on hitting too hard? Yes, kids, www.markland.org can tell you all about it!)
----B) Most of what I'm working on involves either finance or writing song lyrics. Nothing terribly interesting to the public while building, and things which require time and careful effort to build.
So if you think I'm saying Markland is better, get over it. There are some MR players who I don't consider to be as good at being people as most Marklanders and vice versa. But choosing a world of high fantasy over a world of history is GOING to lead to a "mundane" life which is less attached to the real world. Nothing exists in a bubble.
So what?
1) Yes, MR is escapism. So is Markland.
2) There is nothing wrong with that.
3) No, in Markland you can't "be the hero." The escape itself is based on reality.
4) In fact, the only fantasy in Markland is that we utilize elements from history in the hanging out we do at Markland events. Outside of events, we don't geek about Markland the way gamers geek about gaming.
5) Hence, more grounded. Closer to reality. Less likely to engender fantasy obsession.
6) Speaking of grounded and reality--children under 18, who are, generally speaking, less grounded to begin with and more succeptible to fantasy obsession--are not permitted without the presence of a parent or legal guardian, as in MR. But Markland admits to being rife with sex, violence, and alcohol, so parents know they don't want their kids there. Guess what--very few kids and we don't feel responsible for editing ourselves when the wee ones are present.
7) Assholes can't get away with believing they're not. They will know themselves by the thorough beatings they receive on the field.
8) If I thought MR was worthless or silly...If I thought escapism were bad...Then I wouldn't be MR management. And I wouldn't be working my butt off trying to help. Most MR players don't see it because
----A) They don't see me recruiting at Markland. But Marklanders want to REALLY fight, not pretend fight, so they don't come. (You mean there's a place for people who insist on hitting too hard? Yes, kids, www.markland.org can tell you all about it!)
----B) Most of what I'm working on involves either finance or writing song lyrics. Nothing terribly interesting to the public while building, and things which require time and careful effort to build.
So if you think I'm saying Markland is better, get over it. There are some MR players who I don't consider to be as good at being people as most Marklanders and vice versa. But choosing a world of high fantasy over a world of history is GOING to lead to a "mundane" life which is less attached to the real world. Nothing exists in a bubble.
So what?
West Windsor Faire
May. 24th, 2004 07:07 pmI shall now talk about my wonderful, wonderful, wonderful weekend and all the lovely people in it. If you were important to me but I didn't mention you: please forgive me! I've forgotten your name. (there are at least 3)
Amy Woj--is adorable and fun and a wonderful dancer. Yay!
Eric S.--is a pretty Viking and a kind, generous soul.
Norman--totally rocked my world. I belted my first Squire and got a copper rose, which is now in my car where I can see it every day. He's darling. He has earned John Milton status (you never see him coming. see The Devils' Advocate)
Verner--seemed really awesome. Chivalrous, attentive, sweet. Gave me a leg massage that totally helped after I danced Sunday morning. We had some great conversations. He bought me a bottle of wonderful pear cider Saturday night. *frown* But now I hear from a trusted person that he's married. I am awaiting confirmation from said person of this. I don't appreciate married men hitting on me. If this is the case, then I will be angry and cease to like Verner.
Sion--I thought he was taken, so we were back to just normal friends. I was wrong. As my being wrong is not a bad thing...Whee! More fun with Sion! I must remember to bring my bracers to Markland events from here on out...and I must remind him to bring his short whip...so that I may learn to crack it. I think looking badass while wielding a bullwhip counts as a step on the path to apotheosis.
Cliffy--Yet another Markland event in which I did not witness a CNLD. He's still funny and friendly.
Nac--I must invest in a tent and citronella candles.
Nate--*punches his butt* NOW he owes me one. (please don't hurt me!)
Todd--damn you were drunk.
Eric--it's hempseed oil based lotion, and you can get it from the Body Shop. Wear sunblock.
MB--you'll be the next Alderman. Wow. OGLings take over.
Scott S.--*sigh* maybe next time.
Keldrick--um...*Looks to Suze for help*
Ruth--hottie.
Tisa--I love watching you.
Aly--I love singing with you. It's great when you can forget yourself and just be music.
Kevin--Nivek the Conqueror!!! Woo hoo to a great singing partner!
John M.--you're so fine. And such a pretty dancer.
Becca--and now we know why pretty girls shouldn't get too close to Commedia Dell'Arte actors while they work.
Fox--once and future. You are a leader always (with a little help from your friends)
Sheena--be careful with the heat and sun! You must take care of yourself, or Eric will have to take care of Fox again...and we all like it better when it's you, love.
Sean Basile--is so hot it hurts my brain. And he's always dressed as beautifully as a man that gorgeous should be.
Band of the Hawk--Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Carebear--Woof!
Daughters of Sophia--You're all beautiful. Keep it up! Wonderful performers with a lot of promise.
Critter--I missed you! Rats!
Baby Meg--Wish I could have spent more time with her. She's so sweet.
Chrissy--I hope all is OK. Wubba wubba wubba.
Brian--mmm, good backrubs.
Richie--while he has not earned my "attention," he has earned my respect. When I first met him, he put me off. But now, I see all the good he intends and how much he cares for the people around him. It is right that he is among his brothers. He does belong there. I am happy to have him as a friend.
Craig--I hope you put your money where your mouth is, or you're toast.
Michelle--Whee! Hot.
Erin--Whee! Hot.
Curtis--*hug* Why is it that dangerous people are so appealing? Are pain and vulnerability such powerful forces that we ignore rage for them? Often, yes. I hope his world rights itself, but I fear that he will self-destruct. His efforts to fix everything, while powerful, are unfocused and impatient. And he has so much to lose...
Justin--another of those sweet rare people to whom I wish I were truly attracted. He is cute and sweet and fun and energetic but...I don't know what it is, just that we're destined for a happy/sad friendship.
Katkat--Cute little redheads are a good way to start the evening.
Joe--I WILL see him again.
Robert--one of those rare blood relatives I actually LIKE. I miss you, brother.
Platypus
Amy Woj--is adorable and fun and a wonderful dancer. Yay!
Eric S.--is a pretty Viking and a kind, generous soul.
Norman--totally rocked my world. I belted my first Squire and got a copper rose, which is now in my car where I can see it every day. He's darling. He has earned John Milton status (you never see him coming. see The Devils' Advocate)
Verner--seemed really awesome. Chivalrous, attentive, sweet. Gave me a leg massage that totally helped after I danced Sunday morning. We had some great conversations. He bought me a bottle of wonderful pear cider Saturday night. *frown* But now I hear from a trusted person that he's married. I am awaiting confirmation from said person of this. I don't appreciate married men hitting on me. If this is the case, then I will be angry and cease to like Verner.
Sion--I thought he was taken, so we were back to just normal friends. I was wrong. As my being wrong is not a bad thing...Whee! More fun with Sion! I must remember to bring my bracers to Markland events from here on out...and I must remind him to bring his short whip...so that I may learn to crack it. I think looking badass while wielding a bullwhip counts as a step on the path to apotheosis.
Cliffy--Yet another Markland event in which I did not witness a CNLD. He's still funny and friendly.
Nac--I must invest in a tent and citronella candles.
Nate--*punches his butt* NOW he owes me one. (please don't hurt me!)
Todd--damn you were drunk.
Eric--it's hempseed oil based lotion, and you can get it from the Body Shop. Wear sunblock.
MB--you'll be the next Alderman. Wow. OGLings take over.
Scott S.--*sigh* maybe next time.
Keldrick--um...*Looks to Suze for help*
Ruth--hottie.
Tisa--I love watching you.
Aly--I love singing with you. It's great when you can forget yourself and just be music.
Kevin--Nivek the Conqueror!!! Woo hoo to a great singing partner!
John M.--you're so fine. And such a pretty dancer.
Becca--and now we know why pretty girls shouldn't get too close to Commedia Dell'Arte actors while they work.
Fox--once and future. You are a leader always (with a little help from your friends)
Sheena--be careful with the heat and sun! You must take care of yourself, or Eric will have to take care of Fox again...and we all like it better when it's you, love.
Sean Basile--is so hot it hurts my brain. And he's always dressed as beautifully as a man that gorgeous should be.
Band of the Hawk--Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Carebear--Woof!
Daughters of Sophia--You're all beautiful. Keep it up! Wonderful performers with a lot of promise.
Critter--I missed you! Rats!
Baby Meg--Wish I could have spent more time with her. She's so sweet.
Chrissy--I hope all is OK. Wubba wubba wubba.
Brian--mmm, good backrubs.
Richie--while he has not earned my "attention," he has earned my respect. When I first met him, he put me off. But now, I see all the good he intends and how much he cares for the people around him. It is right that he is among his brothers. He does belong there. I am happy to have him as a friend.
Craig--I hope you put your money where your mouth is, or you're toast.
Michelle--Whee! Hot.
Erin--Whee! Hot.
Curtis--*hug* Why is it that dangerous people are so appealing? Are pain and vulnerability such powerful forces that we ignore rage for them? Often, yes. I hope his world rights itself, but I fear that he will self-destruct. His efforts to fix everything, while powerful, are unfocused and impatient. And he has so much to lose...
Justin--another of those sweet rare people to whom I wish I were truly attracted. He is cute and sweet and fun and energetic but...I don't know what it is, just that we're destined for a happy/sad friendship.
Katkat--Cute little redheads are a good way to start the evening.
Joe--I WILL see him again.
Robert--one of those rare blood relatives I actually LIKE. I miss you, brother.
Platypus
Fear is neither good nor bad. It is an emotional response to a situation. No one can help feeling fear.
Cowardice is unnecessarily allowing fear to rule your behavior, often at the expense of others. I do not respect cowards. I often disrespect them, and they usually merit it.
Courage is feeling fear, and doing what must be done regardless of it. Courageous people are to be honored and respected.
Foolhardiness is acting bravely when there is no need. Such bravado often endangers the fool and the people around him unnecessarily.
Platypus
Cowardice is unnecessarily allowing fear to rule your behavior, often at the expense of others. I do not respect cowards. I often disrespect them, and they usually merit it.
Courage is feeling fear, and doing what must be done regardless of it. Courageous people are to be honored and respected.
Foolhardiness is acting bravely when there is no need. Such bravado often endangers the fool and the people around him unnecessarily.
Platypus
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May. 24th, 2004 09:17 pmVerner is not married, or even dating anyone. This is good. All my current hotties are completely free. Should any of them up and find themselves women (or men) they want to commit to, I will be perfectly happy and supportive. But it is important to me that they all be unattached while I have them. I have been through too much too often to be willing to continue tolerating the life of the "other woman." Sneaking around is not for 23-year-olds.
And now for something theatrical:
The stage is set. The roles are cast; the director of this piece is surprisingly apt. Prepared or no, I begin my role as the Amadan.
Kind of creepy that I talked about being Amadan, and now I'm becoming one.
Platypus
And now for something theatrical:
The stage is set. The roles are cast; the director of this piece is surprisingly apt. Prepared or no, I begin my role as the Amadan.
Kind of creepy that I talked about being Amadan, and now I'm becoming one.
Platypus
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May. 24th, 2004 09:38 pmI read many more journals than I post in.
I see, quite often, people who have the same frustrations that I do. And I think, "Wouldn't it be sad if these were the same people who are anonymously talking shit about me?"
I see, quite often, people who have the same frustrations that I do. And I think, "Wouldn't it be sad if these were the same people who are anonymously talking shit about me?"