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[holly_evolving]

Working this Sunday. Can't move.

However, I have Wed-Sat off work next week. Who's up for a U-Haul on Saturday (11/04/06)? I can't drive one myself, so I need a driver.

Got the contact info for counselling services at 6PM today. Calling tomorrow.

Talked to Craig's mom today. Whatever was going on in that 1st 24 hours seems to have settled down. She was really nice and made sure that I knew she wanted me and Craig to be friends, and she wants to help make the move easy. She made sure over and over. But that's her way. I feel a bit better.

Called Craig to let him know the Shots were playing on 11/04. I might go after I move stuff. Things seem to be back to friendly.

People keep telling me that we'll get back together. There's nothing I want more. If he asked, I'd say yes in a heartbeat, no question about it. I wouldn't live with him again for a while, and definitely not with his mom, but I'd be his. Hell, I still am. However, believing that that could be possible will only make my life harder. I go insane periodically throughout the day as it is.

Dropped off the first of the garage sale stuff to bro Joe's. Played a bit with the big dawg and the big cat (separately--they don't like each other).

Generally had a nice day.

Comments

[wolf-nd-shadows.livejournal.com]

You can hope on the dreams of the future, but you still need to just take the time to deal with the reality of today.

[holly-evolving.livejournal.com]

surviving reality requires that i live completely in the present. dreams are too painful right now. maybe soon.

[r-u-b.livejournal.com]

saturday 11/4 sounds like a good day for a moving party!
and i have/can drive big MF Uhaul trucks.

[holly-evolving.livejournal.com]

very well, driver established.

[fatherdog.livejournal.com]

I can help move on Saturday. I'm shitty at driving vans/trucks, but if you can't find anyone else, I'll drive it (as long as it doesn't require a special license or something).