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[holly_evolving]

back at mom's house. folded all clean laundry.

the seminar at the YMHA may not happen tomorrow, as no one has signed up. In which case I can do more work on moving my stuff, and possibly also wash my delicates. it would be nice to have a clean bra.

and at Erin and Shawn's, I'll be 15 minutes from work and I'll have my own room!

My back is considerably better. Now I only have to go 2x a week--that's $80 a month more in my pocket where it belongs. Dr. Margolin is going to use my progress in talks; it's really unusually good.

It's really strange who's been coming out of the woodwork to talk to me. Good strange. Like maybe all the stupid shit I've done has been worth something after all.


Stranger than your sympathy
And this is my apology
I killed myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out

And I wished for things that I don't need
(All I wanted)
And what I chased won't set me free
(All I wanted)
And I get scared but I'm not crawlin' on my knees

Oh, yeah
Everything's all wrong, yeah
Everything's all wrong, yeah
Where the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
Take these things, so I don't feel
I'm killing myself from the inside out
And now my head's been filled with doubt

We're taught to lead the life you choose
(All I wanted)
You know your love's run out on you
(All I wanted)
And you can't see when all your dreams aren't coming true

Oh, yeah
It's easy to forget, yeah
When you choke on the regrets, yeah
Who the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
And all these thoughts you stole from me
And I'm not sure where I belong
And no where's home and no more wrong

And I was in love with things I tried to make you believe I was
And I wouldn't be the one to kneel before the dreams I wanted
And all the dark and all the lies were all
the empty things disguised as me

Mmm, yeah
Stranger than your sympathy
Stranger than your sympathy
Mmm hmmm mmm

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[starlite-reborn.livejournal.com]

just caught up with lj, and therefore, your situation. first of all *huge hug* second of all, *huge hug* more as needed.

in addition, you can call me if you need to vent, or cry, or just hear a different voice. i know we haven't chatted often, but i have been there, and will listen.

- Mike