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[holly_evolving]

so i'm fighting the urge to just walk out the door and keep on walking. i get this way a lot. that's why i shouldn't commit to anything. if i didn't need a job, i wouldn't even have that. i just want to wander and live and not worry about anything. the night i spent at the beach listening to dave matthews...it would have been something to just not leave. i wish i could just drive on and on with no material concerns at all. no food, no money, no gas, no sleep. none of the shit that you need to do so your life has punctuation. just one big long daydream forever. i just want to keep on running. i want it to always be may. i guess part of me really does hate all that petty day-to-day stuff. and part of me hates existential angst, so i guess i can't win.

:o P

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[neil1701e.livejournal.com]

Well, if you do wind up walking or driving off into the distance, head west and maybe a little north. Look me up when you get to Michigan!