Quick fluff

[holly_evolving]

I'm waiting for Craig to come get me.

I missed work today. It's weird. Most days, I'm fine, but every once in a while I feel like I'm too weak to get out of bed. I have a splitting headache, and my body aches all over. And I have a minor variant of the nasty bug flitting around my office. I've had it since November. Combine all this with the fact that I have my period this week...and well, I finally decided I'd had enough. I'm calling my doctor first thing in the morning. I tried to get an appointment today when I woke up...but it was 4:15 and the office was closed. Damn.

It's aggravating because my life is quite wonderful, but I spend a lot of my waking hours feeling too beat to enjoy it. I keep stepping things down, taking it easier, eating better, doing safer excercises (back pain made me stop with the suspended pushups), but no matter how careful I am, I keep getting worse. So, doctor's appointment ASAP. I can't let this go any longer. I owe it to the people around me to be well. I owe it to MYSELF, dammit. I have to remember that.

I'm going to have a bowl of matzoh ball soup and a cup of tea. And lots and lots of water.

Comments

[shushanna.livejournal.com]

I hope you feel better.

[holly-evolving.livejournal.com]

Thanks. It's odd...I don't feel bad, per se, I just can't move sometimes. It's like a car running out of gas--nothing's wrong until it's out. Things will start straightening out soon with the doctor this Fri.

West Windsor Faire is the weekend before Memorial Day (I think) again this year. Will you and Sean be there?

[shushanna.livejournal.com]

Sounds like fun. :) I hope so.