Hey I - I'm still alive
Aug. 31st, 2015 07:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
holly_evolvingA lot has changed.
I work for a new company now. I listen to rich people complain about their luxury cars for a living. Morally, I'm pretty much opposed to luxury brands even existing. But it pays more than I've ever made before - that is, I am finally earning enough to pay my bills. I may even get my credit card entirely paid off this year. That would be nice. So I suck it up.
I'm engaged. I honestly really wasn't expecting that. My last marriage was a disaster. I know nobody knew how bad it was. I didn't feel like I could talk to anyone about it. But like one of my friends said - when life without someone is just unthinkable, when it's not that you want marriage but that you want THEM so much...you marry them.
And on the possibility front, Steve got a new lawyer and will be sending his ex the divorce papers soon. His first lawyer...fell through. We'll put it nicely.
I am still working at the Renaissance Faire. It is still exhausting, but it's much easier than it was last year. The drama isn't about me, so I can easily avoid it. I'm 35 which is about 35 years too old for drama.
I've been up for an hour. Time for another coffee.
I work for a new company now. I listen to rich people complain about their luxury cars for a living. Morally, I'm pretty much opposed to luxury brands even existing. But it pays more than I've ever made before - that is, I am finally earning enough to pay my bills. I may even get my credit card entirely paid off this year. That would be nice. So I suck it up.
I'm engaged. I honestly really wasn't expecting that. My last marriage was a disaster. I know nobody knew how bad it was. I didn't feel like I could talk to anyone about it. But like one of my friends said - when life without someone is just unthinkable, when it's not that you want marriage but that you want THEM so much...you marry them.
And on the possibility front, Steve got a new lawyer and will be sending his ex the divorce papers soon. His first lawyer...fell through. We'll put it nicely.
I am still working at the Renaissance Faire. It is still exhausting, but it's much easier than it was last year. The drama isn't about me, so I can easily avoid it. I'm 35 which is about 35 years too old for drama.
I've been up for an hour. Time for another coffee.