5 minutes left on my lunch break

[holly_evolving]

I am kind of neurotic about my body. Not a big fan of it. And yeah, some of that is health issues and joint disorder stuff. But mostly it's that I hate being a size 14. I feel sometimes like admitting that is some kind of betrayal of all the women who own their size, but there it is. I am not good at being overweight. So, I'm working on it. But, not with gusto. I eat with gusto, I laugh with gusto, I sleep with gusto (I do so! I LOVE to sleep and that's how I'm defining this). But work out? I'm always too tired, too busy. Too full of excuses. I'm trying, but this is how I feel about myself today.

(yes I am okay please don't treat this as a cry for help. I got this)