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My niece is now following me on tumblr. This...feels like a huge responsibility. I'm not ready, I'm not worthy, but dammit, someone has to show her that the ultra conservative religious crap she's surrounded with is not normal, and that her compassion is.

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I don't want to sleep. I know that means something is wrong, but I am fucked if I know what.

News: I switched to admin. I don't have to talk to customers anymore. I am gently tweaking things here and there so that someday I can work from home at least some of the time.

I've been watching Bomb Girls and it's a great show. But Betty reminds me of someone, so much, and that is this weird bittersweet nostalgia. It's also total golden age delusion - the years with that someone were never as good as I remember.

This cramped little apartment with its sulfurated water is wearing on me.

I was afraid I might have been becoming diabetic, but my A1C is 5.5. Turns out I have a sodium deficiency. That's why I'm always thirsty - my body can't stay hydrated.

Oh, and this is my spine:


That's enough for now. I'm going to have a little water, but not enough to set off my GERD, and then try to sleep.