Remembering

[holly_evolving]

Crown War 2006 was when I admitted to myself that things were over between me and Craig. I'd known for months, but I'm a fighter. I held on till he dumped me, a month later. I still remember the date of the last time we had sex. For reasons previously discussed, I can never forget.
I was wasting my time and his, hoping that he would become the person he had pretended to be. And now I'm free, and some other poor girl is buying what he's selling.


There’s a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There’s a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know ’til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.
There’s a fine, fine line between love and a waste of time.

There’s a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there’s a fine, fine line between “You’re wonderful” and “Goodbye.”
I guess if someone doesn’t love you back it isn’t such a crime,
But there’s a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.

And I don’t have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don’t think that you even know what you’re looking for.
For my own sanity, I’ve got to close the door
And walk away…
Oh…

There’s a fine, fine line between together and not
And there’s a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you’re still in your prime…

There’s a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.


And you know what? It's okay. Everyone loses sometimes. Not everyone gets to win like I am now. I've got my one someone, and it's better than I ever dreamed it would be. Right now, I'm PMS-ing hardcore, and he still thinks I'm the cutest girl ever.

I'm glad I'm done wasting my time.