More Snow

But it wasn't a bad drive, nonetheless. Saw Big Fish. Interesting.

Why are some dogs too damn smart for their own health? At that point, it just seems counterproductive.

So my job just doesn't seem to be panning out. Back to the drawing board. Keeps me up at night, worrying. Dave's trying to help me, so there's that, at least. I guess I'll get a copy of the paper tomorrow and check the want ads. I'm just so tired of job hunting.

I'm psyched for the next MR game. I know at least a few people will be there to hang with me, and they're really the only ones I care to hang with, anyway.

So, Rivenwood is an official Markland group, and even though I'm not a Marklander, I'm one of their first members.

I'm going to start bellydancing lessons next week! That should at least get me used to Circle fighter practise, plus I've been wanting to learn for a long time, and looking for a teacher for the past year.

What I really need at this point is a miracle? Miracle? Anyone? Bueller?

Still got Amazing Grace on the brain.

Monday

Leaving for Planned Parenthood soon. Another damn month with this half-assed prescription because I couldn't meet with a clinician. Dammit. Colposcopy soon. Don't wanna!
Why are job application websites so damn complicated? Do people not want to hire to fill their empty positions?
It's nice to feel special, even if it's just for a few hours. I'm sick of being tired, even if it's just for a few hours.
Ah well, responsibilities call. I wish I could tell them to shut up.

Platypus

Stir Crazy

Ever get to the point where you're not depressed, but you're so bored you feel like you are? I need to get OUT and I have nowhere to go!!!
My sister's surgery has been postponed. I begin to hate health insurance carriers.
I've been the recipient of a few unexpected kindnesses lately. It gives me hope that the whole world doesn't hate me. If you heard about all the people who don't like you as much as I do, you'd have security issues of that variety, too.
My dad is helping me fix my resume so I can get a grownup job.

Platypus