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[holly_evolving]

i had a nightmare this morning. here's what i remember:

the apartment was much bigger than it actually is

a rumbling noise woke me up

i saw a new dining room table in the middle of the hedgehog room and though, hmm, nice idea

jay came in wearing a leather jacket and looking extremely lovely

then he told me he spent all the bill money on a new motorcycle

i said how could you do this to us

he said fuck you i'm leaving, zipped up his jacket, and stormed out

i heard his bike roaring as he pulled away

i started crying my eyes out

then i woke up

contributing factors: i woke up too early this morning, but couldn't fall back asleep because jay was snoring. so i went to the couch. he shouldn't have to move, his back is badly injured. i slept on and off on the couch and was repeatedly woken by cars and trucks (and i suspect, a couple of motorcycles) rolling past my window.

i nearly panicked until i realized that i hadn't actually been awake till then. this was confirmed by the lack of table.