holly_evolving | (no subject)

I am very disappointed. Tonight I should have a ring to put back in Craig's hands where it belongs, and now I know that I won't. It hurts, knowing that I'm going to see him disappointed. I think he knew it wouldn't happen, but he felt that bit of hope the same way I did. I'm angry, too. The girls could have gotten it done if they had pushed hard enough. I did what I could to push them, but I'm still the new one. And it's not really my business, but he couldn't get his hopes up, so I got mine up for him. It's his ring and his family's, and that bitch has no right to keep it. It belongs in his hands. It's wrong and I want so badly to put it right, but that's outside my power. Disappointment tastes bad, and it makes me lonely. How could anyone do him so wrong?