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1. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
I'm a sucker for a chick flick. Bed of Roses...pretty much anytime I see someone cry, I want to.

2. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
Thankyouno. Although smaller boobs would mean less strain on my scoliosis.

3. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
I get horribly nervous around cops. And I get twitchy walking alone in the dark, even in my own house. I still have that boogeyman-fear.

4. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?
St-st-stutter

5. Are you a pyromaniac?
Oh yeah, I'm terrified of being burned. But fire's so pretty! me=torn.

6. Do you have too many love interests?
I have many, but not too many. Love is exponential when it's true.

7. Do you know anyone famous?
Yep, in a variety of degrees.

8. Describe your bed:
2 full-size beds side-by-side are equivalent in surface area to one California King. Mine has my mom's favorite pink flowery sheets and blanket, my new hemp mint-and-lavender hippie blanket, 6 regular pillows in pink, green, burgundy, and blue, one cow-print square pillow, and a beautiful dagger hidden under the pillows I sleep on. It's currently buried under a pile of clean laundry

9. Spontaneous or plan?
Little of column A, little of column B. I'm impulsive, so I like to be prepared for everything--I seem like I plan far more of the wonderful things that happen to me than I do.

10. Do you know how to play poker?
I did until the brain damage. I'm willing to relearn. Hooray for plasticity!

11. What do you carry with you at all times?
black messenger bag contents: wallet with $, car info, and discount cards. cell phone. checkbook. 2 Tarot decks. 1 playing card deck. a book (currently Starship Troopers). hand lotion. chapstick. toothbrush and toothpaste. deodorant. hair tie. 50-pack of mini elastics.

12. What do you miss most about being little?
everyone I loved was strong enough to pick me up and carry me

13. Are you happy with your given name?
It's so very very me.

14. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?
It wouldn't take money. It would take the gift of omnipotence.

15. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
Yes! In fact, one of my recent posts says just how much. I'm all confident and happy and assertive now.

16. Do transient, homeless, or starving people bother you?
no.

17. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
I consider myself to be basically well-intentioned and considerate. But I am willing to do whatever it takes to achieve whatever I must. So probably not.

18. Do you spend more time with your boyfriend/girlfriend or your friends?
I am currently single (praise me!). I lived with my last S.O., so of course I spent more time with him.

19. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't?
For the nonce, I am not omnipotent. But I'm working on it.

20. What is your ideal marriage location?
I find that many people who would never want to be married still know what they would enjoy in a wedding. Were I to have a wedding, I'd enjoy some sort of fairy-like woods with a nearby little clearing and a stream. Probably one full of foxglove, nightshade, and wolfsbane.

21. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play?
all of them. especially piano, guitar, violin, flute, and drums. even more than I wish I could bellydance.

22. Favorite fabric?
buttery-smooth garment leather. mmmmmmm.

23. Something you love and hate?
my body.

24. What kind of bedding do you use?
See number 8.

25. Do you tell your friends about your sex life?
On occasion, if it would amuse them.

26. What's the one language you want to learn?
Rumanian. Although Spanish would be practical.

27. What do you order at a bar?
Southern Comfort and Coke

28. Have you ever pierced your body parts?
Me personally? no. But my ears are pierced.

29. Do you have tattoos?
two. crab and holly. more to come.

30. Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted?
I wouldn't have such a thing, but I'd admit to it if I did.

31. Do you drive stick?
Sadly, no. It is a lack about myself that I will fix before I become God.

32. What's one trait you hate in a person?
rudeness

33. What kind of watch(es) do you wear?
Tag Heuer men's diving watch.

34. Most frivolous purchase?
ummm....shiny silver high-heeled sneakers that I wore only when I was 15.

35. Do you consider yourself materialistic?
In that I am of the physical world and am therefore not hypocrite (ooh, look, I can spell hypocrite) enough to attempt to disown it? Yep.

36. What do you cook the best?
Cook? Well, I make really fun tomato-free pasta sauce (lycopene is bad for arthritis)

37. Favorite writing instrument?
computer. But a nice ballpoint pen...the kind where the flow is a bit thick and cuddly, but not enough to blot...that's where it's at.

38. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
Stand out. Nor can I help it. I'm a freak.

39. What kind of books do you like to read?
Fantasy, sci-fi, mythology-based, graphic novels. Neil Gaiman is a small god, and I shall give him his pick of the universe to supervise under me (and I doubt I'd interfere.)

40. If you won the lottery, what would you do?
if I won millions, I'd settle my debts, invest a bunch, get a beautiful home, retire my family, and spoil everyone I love.

41. What's one thing you're a sore loser at?
Arguments with my family.

42. If you don't like a person, how do you show it?
Avoidance.

43. Do you cry in front of friends?
Yep. Whenver I need to, although it's sometimes embarrassing if I don't want to completely let go but I feel it coming.

44. What's one thing you like to do alone?
read.

45. Are you a giver or a taker?
giver. I can take when I need to, and I used to believe that I took when I didn't. But now I understand better. I'm a nurturer. Those who think otherwise are those I refuse(d) to nurture--in

bliklostsoul's case because it would have been BAD for both of us. In anyone else's case--I refused because THEY DID NOT DESERVE IT.

46. When's the last time you cried?
A couple of nights ago. For sheer joy.

47. Favorite communication method?
Music or poetry. I love singing to people.

48. How many drinks before you're tipsy?
40 ounces of pear cider or its equivalent. Less when I'm high.

49. Favorite kind of porn?
hentai. It's all cute and funny!

50. Do you ever have to beg?
Have to? No. But it's occasionally a really fun and cute way to persuade certain people to do what they already want to do...plus, it lets them feel like they're doing it for me, not them

51. Have you ever done any illegal drugs?
I smoke pot. Present tense. Narcs are bastards.

52. Do you think you're cute?
Sometimes. I know I can act cute, but I tend to think I'm more charismatic than attractive. I have great tits, though.

53. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends?
nope.

54. What's the most painful experience you've ever had?
physically: having my cervix cleaned with acetic acid as prep for a colposcopy/biopsy.
Emotionally: coming home from school because Alice (my cat) was dying, only to find that she'd died and MY MOTHER BURIED HER BEFORE I MADE IT TO THE HOUSE. I will never forgive that.