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holly_evolving ([personal profile] holly_evolving) wrote2004-04-24 08:36 am

Meme

In the morning I am- brutal
All I need is- my freedom
Love is- a force of nature
I'm afraid of- fear? not sure. but now that I've had a cancer scare, I know I'm not ready to die. the thought of it makes me terribly sad.
I dream about- visiting with my friends.

Have you ever...
Pictured your crush naked?- yes
Actually seen your crush naked?- yes
Fucked?- yes
Made love?- yes
Been in love?- yes
Cried?- yes
Lied?- yes

Which is better?
Coke or pepsi- pepsi
Flowers or candy- candy
Tall or short?- short-ish.

With the opposite sex...
What do you notice first?-attitude, eyes, build.
Last person you slow danced with?- Marc.
Worst question to ask?- Why don't you love me?

Who...
Makes you laugh the most?- Sion.
Makes you smile?- all my loves....Dahveed and Kat (play nice, kids!)
Gives you a funny feeling when you see them?- Sion.
Do you have a crush on?- guess
Has a crush on you?- not sure. "crush" is a funny word
Easiest to talk to?- Wendy, Julie, Cliff, Sion

Do you ever...
Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you?- nope
Save aol/aim conversations?- occasionally
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?- no
Cried because of someone saying something to you?- yes

Have you ever...
Fallen for your best friend?- yes
Been rejected?- yes
Rejected someone?- yes
Used someone?- yes
Been cheated on?- many times
Done something you regret?- yes

Who was the last person...
You talked to on the phone?- Sion
Hugged?- Sion
You talked to on the internet?- ? Amber, I think
You laughed with?- Sion

Do you...
Color your hair?- sometimes
Ever get off the damn computer?- yep. it's a communication tool
Habla espanol?- a couple of words

Do you/are you...
Smoke cigarettes?- no
Smoke anything else?- sometimes
Obsessive? not often
Could you live without the computer?- yea
How many people are on your buddylist?- not a clue
What is your favorite food?- sushi
What's your favorite fruit?- peaches
Drink alcohol?- sometimes
Like watching sunrises or sunset?- both
What hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?- emotional pain, i ignore physical pain
Trust others way too easily?- no matter how hard it is, it's still usually too easy. my loves have all been exceptions

Number..
Of boys I have kissed?- lots
Of girls I have kissed?- not enough
Of continents I have lived in?- one
Of drugs taken illegally?- some
Of close friends?- quite a few
Of scars on my body?- 2 left
Of things in my past that I regret?- a very long chain that stems from one mistake. but honestly, i'm over it all.

Platypus